MetLife Stadium: New Jersey, USA
May 27th 2023
I want to tell you a story about Taylor swift and the uneaten hot dog. There was a girl who didn’t realize at the time she was the saddest she had ever been. So much was happening to her. She was grieving her grandmother, isolating herself and hating life. One day she decided to buy tickets to the eras tour. She thought a little gift to herself to make her happy. On the way there she found something out that shattered her heart into pieces. An already sad girl became a heartbroken one. She was on the verge of tears while simply waiting in line for merch. She hadn’t eaten all day and knew she should get something. She bought a hot dog but in feeling so empty inside she could not eat it. The whole concert all she thought about was her broken heart. When the concert ended she left her seat uneaten hot dog in hand and threw it out. Not even a picture of herself there taken.
National Stadium: Singapore
March 3rd 2024
One year later that girl has changed her life and gets a redemption concert all the way on the other side of the world. She is slowly but surely becoming a new person and loving life again. She gets to change the core memory to a new and happier one. Because she wants to be defined for the things she loves not the things she hates, not the things she’s afraid of.
How That Girl Feels Now
2 words: Trauma Release! No tears shed, this girl sang her heart and had her redemption concert. Do I feel completely healed no as there is always gonna be some trauma to work out but I do feel healed from that day in March 2023. I wish I could relive this concert in Singapore as I was so happy at that moment. Taylor sang the perfect mash up surprise songs one of which was Clean because
“Gone was any trace of you I think I am finally Clean!”
Thank You Taylor <3
